some things are better left written
i think im gonna write again.. it really has been a while since my last post.. nobody really cares, rite? its not like im a celeb blogger or something…
it just that i feel the need to share. well.. not share, per se.. more like i need to get something out of my head if i dont wanna be drown into it.. dont get me wrong, i’d love to think of myself as a happy person. well, grateful at the very least. because i am. hell, im a mother now! how great is that for me? VERY! best thing that ever happened in my life. i’ll tell about her. impossible not to.
but there’s this lonely feeling that’s been surrounding me lately. well.. but thats a load that im not gonna share here, anyway.. unlike 3 to 5 years ago, i dont think i can share too much too personal anymore.. that’s just too inappropriate 🙂 instead, i think im gonna make another blog just to blab, and nobody would know that it’s mine.. me..
oh whatever.. my first post after a while and all i can write is this? :p
u know, amazingly, there’s a lot of thing going on just by being a full time stay at home mom hypen “babu” 😆 im such a loner that live in my own dark world, surrounded by a bright light that is my baby. thanks to the magic of internet, i still can connect to my human side.
well, lets get to that later.. my baby’s up from her rather long nap. i envy her so much sometimes. to be loved that much.. to have nothing to worried about..