If its Not So Important To U, Well It Is For Me

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Hey Lelaki Babarian…

Akhirnya sedikit terungkap juga apa yang mungkin terasa beberapa hari terakhir yang mengganggu dan menghilangkan keyakinan dengan sendirinya. Akhirnya suatu keraguan dan kemungkinan akan lain pilihan tercerita juga. Akhirnya dirinya menangis lagi. Ah… saya merasa bersalah. Tapi saya harus jujur. Karena saya tidak bisa menipu diri sendiri dan menahan semuanya sendiri. Kita berdua menjalani ini kan? Forgive me to be too demanding. Forgive me to even thoght about the others. Forgive me for the tears all over again. But as I said, im not leaving. Im here. Im waiting. For an improvement. For anything. For you. For us. For our future to be. I can tell you Im not leaving. Tapi janji. Jangan cuma berpikir sampai stress dan menambah potensi kakek kakek AIDS pada dirimu. As you said, berusaha. Jangan marah pada masa lalu. Tinggalkan semua. Buat masa depanmu. Bersamaku tentu. Janji buat tidak diam. Janji buat lakukan sesuatu. Dan aku? Aku akan ada disini. Seperti tadi. Tidak pergi. Jadilah layak buat ditemani. Jadilah kamu yang sepenuhnya dirimu sebagaimana yang tadi tersebut dan katamu belum jadi. Aku tidak bisa bilang apa apa lagi. Aku masih punya ketakutanku. Aku masih bersama keraguanku. Aku masih berpikir buruk dan tidak yakin padamu. Semoga tangis tadi bukan sandiwara saja. Semoga kesadaranmu bukan cuma tadi saja. Tapi aku mau percaya. Percaya pada kamu, aku, kita. Dan paling tidak buat hari ini dengan yakin dan pasti bisa bilang, aku tidak akan pergi.

Oh ya. Lain kali mari kita buat romantis yang tanpa menangis ya dear.

Ah, last but not least. Sore hari tadi dengar lagu ini. Maka biarlah lagi lagi berkata dengan lagu buat mewakili.

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“You’ll Be In My Heart”

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don’t you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can’t be broken
I will be here
Don’t you cry

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart, always

Why can’t they understand
the way we feel
They just don’t trust
what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but,
deep inside us
We’re not that different at all

Don’t listen to them
‘Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They’ll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you’ve got to hold on
They’ll see in time
I know
We’ll show them together

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be in my heart, always
Always

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