If its Not So Important To U, Well It Is For Me

some things are better left written

TUHAN… aku takut…

Tuhan aku takut…
aku makin takut dengan semua ini…
aku takut pada diriku sendiri yang nampaknya akan mengulangi lagi salah yang sama…
Tuhan sebetulnya apa yang salah?
mengapa aku tidak bisa menghindar sekalipun tau bila kuterjang maka kuhancur lagi?
kenapa berulang selalu Tuhan?
aku membuang apa yang seharusnya kujaga…
aku menutup mata saat seharusnya terjaga…
aku tidak beranjak disaat semua mulai berlari!
Kenapa langkahku selalu salah Tuhan?
Tuhan… aku sungguh takut…
aku sungguh takut menyakiti yang nantinya berarti menyakiti diri sendiri…
Tuhan aku takut…
aku takut aku telah membuangnya yang seharusnya paling kujaga…
Tuhan… aku harus apa?

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This entry was posted on October 27, 2007 by in Uncategorized.

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