If its Not So Important To U, Well It Is For Me

some things are better left written

apakah benci?

aku benci padamu…

yang mulai mengganggu waktu tidurku…

aku benci padamu…

yang mulai membuatku selalu tak pernah lupa akanmu

aku benci padamu…

yang mulai membuatku merasa seharusnya kamu ada buatku
                   terutam di saat tidak ada mu

aku benci padamu…

yang mulai membuatku bertanya-tanya…. segala yang tentangmu

aku benci padamu

yang mulai mengembalikan perasaan ini kepadaku…
                    perasaan yang kadang terasa begitu besar 
                    dan tiada bisa terkendalikan!
                    yang membuatku ingin menangis… bahkan ketika aku tertawa!

aku benci padamu

yang mulai membuatku bisa berkata benci padamu
                    hanya karna aku mungkin mulai malu
                    mengakui apa yang sebetulnya mulai terasa

aku benci padamu

yang mulai membuatku ragu… karna aku tau ini bukan benci…

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