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Apah sih yang ada dipikiran nyokap2???

Apah sih yang ada dipikiran nyokap2???

YA RABBI…. Lagih2 aku sdang ksal sama mamah…. Ksal sekali!!!

Mama emang lagi sakit en gweh juga ga pengen bikin mama nambah stress… tapi mama ga berubah2 she!!!! Seringnya bikin kesel melulu!!! Heran deh apa maunya!!!!

Jadi ginih…. Mungkin emang mama ga tau gweh skarang kselnya, suntuknya dan muaknya udah kaya apa gara2 bosen bangedh kuliah apalagi ngerjain metpen dan trutama KKPP dngan pembimbing yang asli “made from hell”….. pengen bangedh rasanya jalan2…. Just to refresh…. Ga usah lama2 juga ngga papah…. Gweh juga tau ga ada waktu!!!!

Pengen ke bekasi minggu dpan nginep di meyska…. Ato kalo jadi juga minggu dpannya lagih maonya jalan2 ama mega n maria ke

Jakarta

gituh deh…. Muter2 doank…. Have some fun!!!! Eh ngomongnya macem2 bangedh deh!!!!

Ginih…. ‘ga usahlah macem2… jalan2 apa… ntar ada apa2…. Tapi yah kalo ga mao dengerin mama juga terserah’… DEMI ALLAH GWEH PALING BENCI MAMA KALO UDAH NGOMONG KAYA GITU!!!! NYADAR GA SIH ITU NAMANYA MENYALAHGUNAKAN POSISI SEBAGAI IBU???? IBU YANG UDAH KAYA GITUH YANG MENIMBULKAN BASIC ANXIETY PADA ANAK!!! YANG PADA AKHIRNYA MEMPERKUAT KECENDERUNGAN NEUROSANYAH GWEH!!!!

Pas ditanya ‘emangnya bakal ada apaan she ma?’ eh bilangnya ‘ya ga tau… huru-hara kali…’

TUHAN….

ADA

APA DENGAN AKAL SEHAT IBUKU?????

Benci bangedh!!!! Selalu begini!!!! Apa sih yang dipikirin ama mama???? KNAPA SIH IBU2 ISI OTAKNYA YANG JELEK2 AJAH????????????????????? GWEH

KAN

PENGEN JALAN2!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yang ada jadi ga enak ati!!!!!!!!!!! Tapi pasti pergi da….. asal udah ada duitnya gweh pasti pergi!!!!!!!!!!!

HARUS CEPET LULUS!!! PENGEN PERGI DARI RUMAH!!!! HARUS CEPET DAPET KERJA!!!! HARUS MANDIRI!!!!! KESEL!!!! GA

ADA

DEH S2!!!!! NANTI AJAH… PENGEN MENGHILANGKAN DULU KEBENCIAN DAN KEKESALAN!!!!!

Knapa ibu ga pernah mengerti anaknya???? Apa dia sadar dngan begitu menciptakan jarak yang smakin jauh??? Skarang ajah gweh udah ga pernah bisa crita2 apa sama mama… ga percaya…. Ga merasa dihargai jadinyah!!!! PERCUMA!!!!!

MOM…. DOES SHE EVER REALIZE  THAT I LOVE HER SO MUCH…. PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME HATE U MOM…..

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