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bosan………..

February 27, 2007 at 6:39 am · Filed under Uncategorized

God..

im sick with all of this…

maunya mengambil suatu keputusan yang udah dipikirkan sejak lama… tapi semua orang yang udah kenal kami bilangnya ‘jangan, ntar kalo nyesel gimana? blom  tentu ada lagi yang kaya dia’..

trus kalo mentang2 blom ada lagi yang kaya dia gweh harus sampe kapan seperti ini? yang namanya jenuh rasanya udah di ubun2… setiap telpon aja akhirnya dimatiin dengan sejuta alesan yang akhirnya di ulang2…

apa yang harus gweh lakuin yah???? apa tunggu pas tanggal 17 ntar kesana beresin ajah smuanya?? kasian kalo dia yang kesini… cuma buat begitu…

bosen… if i werent moslem…. id be a lesbian now… i dont say that i regret to be a moslem! id be damned… but it was just a wishful thinking of me…

i should sing ESCOBAR’s called someone new to him… he really got to find someone new!!! not me… i dont wanna be his anymore!!!! i dont wanna be owned by anybody!!!! i wanna be free to be me!!!!!

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senang lah!

February 26, 2007 at 8:13 am · Filed under Uncategorized

udah mulai on air!!!!!!!!

siaran solo kedua kalinya ga mati pemancarnya!!! heiheuheiue… tapi masih balelo… wajarlah…. kan masih akan latian…. baru juga 5 kail on air… hehehe

aku senang hari ini pokonya!!! ^_^

hm… GOD… dont let me get sick…

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February 22, 2007 at 7:14 am · Filed under Uncategorized

what if u feel like u’re in love with someone…
but dont get love ini return?
or maybe not that kind of weird thing love…
u just like someone… has crush on that someone…
but he/she never figure it out?
or maybe he/she found out…
and then he/she runaway?
or maybe not runaway,,,
but dont buy ur feeling at all?
or maybe just like this…
u dont know what do u really feel..
u dont know what someone really feel about u…
was that some kind of waiting in vain?
will u go for it?
or will u just let go?
is that worth enough ur time?
ur heart…
ur life?

loving u it hurts sometimes…

im standing here u just dont buy..

im always here u just dont feel…

or u just dont wanna feel…

its red…

coz when it feels…

ur bleeding inside..

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una

February 21, 2007 at 8:54 am · Filed under blog fs dulu ·Tagged , ,

menemukan serangkaian kata yang rasanya lucu juga

dari novel yang kurang punya makna..

baca saja..

Ich bin in der Liebe

Und hab’ Liebestrdume,

Wenn doch die Zeit stehenbliebe,

so dass ich immer mit Dir sein konnte..

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Aku jatuh cinta,

Aku hanyut dalam mimpi cinta,

Seandainya waktu berhenti berputar

sehingga aku dapat selalu bersamamu…

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pertanyaan untuk diri

February 21, 2007 at 6:21 am · Filed under blog fs dulu ·Tagged , ,

apakah sepi?

disaat diri sedang sendiri tak berteman…

atau disaat ramai tapi masih saja merasa sepi dalam hati?

apakah sedih?

disaat suatu musibah menimpa dan kita menangis dibuatnya…

atau disaat tak ada emosi yang melanda dan tidak bahkan merasa apa-apa?

apakah sakit?

disaat seseorang atau sesuatu menyentuh namun menghadirkan luka..

atau dikala tak ada apa juga yang bahkan datang dan membiarkan sebuah lubang menganga?

lalu apakah namanya………

bila dalam keramaian namun merasa tak berkawan,

bila mampu tertawa namun tak pernah tau mengapa,

bila berpikir bahwa seseorang ada namun entah mengapa tak pernah nyata,

bila selalu menunggu tanpa tau apa kiranya yang dinanti,

bila sebetulnya ada namun entah kenapa tidak pernah bisa ada,

bila… bila… dan bila…

mungkin hasilnya satu kata..

entah…

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sangat saya…. januari gituh…

February 19, 2007 at 12:26 am · Filed under Feels and Thoughts, Me Time ·Tagged , ,

JANUARY=SHYNESS

Fun to be with.
Loves to try new things.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people’s feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but
takes long to recover.

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fuckin thing called PMS

February 17, 2007 at 4:59 am · Filed under blog fs dulu ·Tagged , ,

For most women, common PMS responses are cyclical and fall into two different, general categories: emotional or psychological, and physical. Common emotional responses include temporary uncharacteristic irritability, depression, sadness, feelings of “fogginess,” difficulty concentrating, indecisiveness, forgetfulness, stress, anxiety, disinterest in sex, and lack of control or impulsivity. On the job or at home, many women feel that the emotional responses of PMS sometimes influence their ability to perform at their best and can even trigger relationship conflicts. Some women say that PMS responses cause them to feel temporarily antisocial, avoiding friends and rejecting invitations. They say they experience cyclical feelings of low self-esteem, tend to have negative, sad thoughts and experience a transitory lack of enthusiasm and energy.

It is very important to understand that the vast majority of women with PMS do NOT have underlying emotional problems. They lead normal lives and experience PMS responses only during the premenstrual phase and recover quickly, even though temporary depression and tension can lead a woman to think she is mentally or physically ill.

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this is why i get so depressed today…

damn it!

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